Yap! Now I am a college student
in UNIVERSITAS INDONESIA. I was accepted in Faculty of Mathematics and Science,
Biology. Do you think that I’m so lucky? Probably!
First I studied in High School
when everybody started talking about college, I didn’t ever think what college
would like to be. Sometimes I got jealousy when my friends could surely decide
where they will go after finishing High School, while I didn’t. I hadn’t decided
mine. I never thought I could be UI student like now, heard everybody said that
the test isn’t easy. I even ever thought how could somebody thinks he or she
can easily enter a college and how do they believe they can. But now I do.
That with work hard, study hard,
and pray hard, and also belief, we can afford our dreams. I did my best in
studying since the first time. Err, well actually not since the very first time
in High School. Cause in the first I got an ‘accident’ that killed my desires
to learn. Mm a little bit lebay sih, hehe. But after, I really tried my
best. And somehow, in the end it was
just like I picked off what I’ve been plant. Like all the fruits that I picked
off were all sweet. I got a good score in National Examination and I could
easily being UI student without test (I got invitation route that time)! I just
never imagined before!
Then, I should be proud to myself
for achieving that, right? Yeah, I know I should. But somehow, it’s just a
little bit. I was afraid that I didn’t force myself maximally and didn’t think enough
wisely. A part of me still saying that I deserve better. Then I saw a lot of my
friends who wanted to be UI student but they couldn’t reach it. Then I ask to
myself, why should I regret for everything I have? I found no answer. This is
absolutely Allah’s gift for me that I should thank for.
What I want to say is, work hard
is difficult at first. But it is barely sweet in the end if we are serious
doing something. For the result, all we have to do is being thankful and
receive it wholeheartedly. That’s all and everything will just do fine. Hehe,
sorry I don’t mean to teach. I’m still learning too. Wish we learn together.. J
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